This is a big week for me. On Wednesday I'll be giving my first Reiki Healing Dance treatment in two years. So I located the notes from my last treatment, and I've come to a big, important realization: I don't want to do the same treatment I did back then. I'm not the same person I was, and it's just not resonating with me. RHD treatments (well, all my classes) are deeply personal experiences. I need to be 100% present with them, to meet them with full integrity. And it looks like that means a complete revamping of my approach. This is both terrifying and exciting.
So, to start the process, today I'm revisiting all of my notes and materials from my training. Part of that involved doing the Reiki Healing Dance video that I received when I finished the certification workshop. I have to be honest, I found the process oddly frustrating. It was like I was doing someone else's dance instead of my own. I don't know if this makes sense....but it was like I could glimpse a kernel of truth in the experience, but I couldn't filter it out and distill it. It wasn't usable for the purposes of planning my own approach, at least not in its complete form. But there's something there....it's itching away at the back of my mind and driving me mad.
I think it just needs a little while to percolate in my mind. I'm definitely glad I tried it -I think it'll help in the long run.
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